Control, before I break like a tidal wave
Before I'm addicted to the taste
Gotta be a reason that I stay
I wanna be the one behind the wheel
I'm afraid to open up the wound I healed
But we're just so synthetic, pathetic, forget it
I'm building paradise my dear
We could make it through the night
Maybe we can both survive
I'm tired of getting high just to get by
Take a proper dose and call it paradise
So you think I'm a loaded gun
I'm a broken mess that you're fixing
Just another pet you can drag along
I won't be nothing like them hear me
You really think you can save me
You fuckin' hate me and lately
Since you callin' me baby
So synthetic, pathetic, forget it
How can I make it any clearer
I'm so done with your shit, yeah you make me sick
Get a hold of yourself, I'll leave you to regret it
We could make it through the night
Maybe we can both survive
I'm tired of getting high just to get by
Take a proper dose and call it paradise
Every word that you speak makes me sick to my teeth
All the damage I've done yet I get no relief
I can't swallow my pride, I can't find my own feet
When the weight of your world is pressed down on me
Every word that you speak makes me sick to my teeth
All the damage I've done yet I get no relief
I can't swallow my pride, I can't find my own feet
When the weight of your world is pressed down on me
We could make it through the night
Maybe we can both survive
I'm tired of getting high just to get by
Take a proper dose and call it paradise
I wanna be the one behind the wheel
I'm afraid to open up the wound I healed
But we're just so synthetic, pathetic, forget it
I'm building paradise my dear
So synthetic, pathetic, forget it
I'm building paradise my dear