The rut that I've been in is fucked up
And I don't even care about it
Sit and drown in the shallow end
If I can just take a breath
Maybe then I can clear my head
But I'm just not feeling like it
And I'm so quick to react
It takes everything I have
And I thought you should know
When it seems like, it feels like
I don't even care about it
And I'm alright, I'll be fine
I don't even care about it
Before it takes me under again
Getting caught by the undertow
Before I open my mouth again
Can I drop it like a habit?
And I'm so quick to react
It takes everything I have
And I thought you should know
When it seems like, it feels like
I don't even care about it
And I'm alright, I'll be fine
I don't even care about it
And I don't even care about it
I'm beginning to like it when I'm down
A feeling I used to forget
And it'd always come again right back around
I'm feeling the cold dark air
I'm feeling it now but I don't care
I breathe it in, and let it win
And I don't even care about it
And I'm so quick to react
It takes everything I have
And I thought you should know
When it seems like, it feels like
I don't even care about it
And I'm alright, I'll be fine
I don't even care about it