So, did I ever care for my existence?
Or stare upon the world, ignore my own resistance?
Could I ever bare my soul, exhausting my ambitions?
When I’m too numb to really fit this
Is it confusion or clarity, collusion with insanity
Reducing what my options are I’m choosing my reality
Or am I losing to their vanity
The truth is in the gravity
See, I’m a nihilist at heart
I’ll annihilate the spark you feel, I’m thriving in the dark
Greed, you see my pride is fading fast
I guess I’m finding that the game we play is hiding what we can’t
Am I a pessimist? Or am I free from what you settle with?
You wrestle with your loyalty, I know the pain that’s festering
It’s clear that you’re all tied to this
You’ve made the bed you’re lying in
Did I ever care for my existence?
Or stare upon the world, ignore my own resistance?
Could I ever bare my soul, exhausting my ambitions?
When I’m too numb to really fit this
Is it confusion or clarity, collusion with insanity
Reducing what my options are, I’m choosing my reality
Or am I losing to their vanity
The truth is in the gravity
It’s clear that you’re all tied to this
You’ve made the bed you’re lying in
See, I’m a nihilist, I’m wired on it
I’m sick of all the lies, I’m getting tired of it
All these broken promises, you’re thriving off it
High up on the pedestal, you feed your god the choir’s honest
It’s time to pour the fire on this
Baptise in the violet, like a violent polish
It’s clear that you’re all tied to this
You’ve made the bed you’re lying in
I’m a nihilist, I’m wired on it
I’m sick of all the lies, I’m getting tired of it
All these broken promises, you’re thriving off it
High up on the pedestal, you feed your god the choir’s honest
It’s time to pour the fire on this
Baptise in the violet, like a violent polish
It’s clear that you’re all tied to this
You’ve made the bed you’re lying in
