Oppressed to a promised place
To desire a place for you to die, unbeknownst to you thoroughly denied.
Expectations of a fruitful way to live, ungodly not to be achieved by you.
cursed to walk this pitiful existence
To be taught a certain way to be,
let down by the powers consuming me
Oppressed to the promised place
God has abandoned you pain and misery a gift to you.
How do I deserve all this despite this unholy place
Infliction of desires purging thoughts realized