And that shit kicked my ass
But you know what really fucked me up
Fear of losing you, all I see is blue
Your eyes would lie, but I knew
That you was through, broke me in two
So close it felt like glue
Smelled the love that we grew
No way, we can't conclude
This stench pollutes me too
Every breath I take, I consume
For days I will break and fall
Stepping on cracks my back your wall
Putting all my energy caused a storm
But for what, you was my home
Hitting high notes you're styrofoam
Painting your world Vincent Van Gogh
Overwhelmed too much you froze
Melt you down I'll make you smile
Then airing out the air right now
I wanted in, you wanted out
The disconnect would put us out
Bugging out I'm screaming out
Betrayal was the only sound
I'm sorry I can't no more
Regardless I would've choked
I don't even understand why I feel lost it's cruel
Miss the feelings in the sand
What's a king without a queen
Fuck all of that tough shit
I ain't afraid to show softness
Eyes running like a faucet
Doesn't matter if it's costing
You walked by had to show me your conscience
Another man had you parked like a car stick
Speed it up what's the worth
Focus on yourself around your belt did it hurt
When you feel another hope, you think of me first
When you feel another, hope you think of me first
When you feel another, hope you think of me first