I get a little bit nervous
Standing at your door again
You pay a bit of lip service
Take a breath, then draw me in
Couple hours 'til morning
Can't you see I'm performing
Endless nights, I would try to rewind
To a time when you would hold me tight
(And I would hold on too)
But it faded like the stars in your eyes
I've been fighting for your heart
But I know I'll always lose
I lost myself chasing what I knew
And I know it's not enough
To promise you that I could be like someone else
When I try I always hurt myself
I've been silent, hiding how I felt
Is a feeling that I know too well
Will you keep me under your spell
Cuz I've been fighting for your heart
But I know I'll always lose
I lost myself chasing what I knew
But I know it's not enough
To promise you that I could be like someone else
I've been feeling a type of way
Running out of words to say
I don't know how to leave things up to their fate
Cuz if I leave it all alone
And let my heart turn all the way to stone
I don't know if I'll ever let go
Cuz I've been fighting for your heart
But I know I'll always lose
I lost myself chasing what I knew
But I know it's not enough
To promise you that I could be like someone else