Home from the car I just came through the door

Sit on the floor I feel numb once more

I don't like when time feels like it's stopped

Cause I feel alone sitting with my thoughts

Believe me I do, I really want to

Feel okay for just one single day

I've tried to be strong

I've tried to carry on

Believe me I've tried to hold on

I've really tried to be strong

It's like I'm losing a battle each day day day

And I'm tired of feeling this way way way

All the strength I put in nothing changes changes changes

Maybe if I try just a little harder

The noise in my head will feel somewhat farther

Wish I could take a vacation from my brain

Or ignore everything and it goes away

I know it doesn't work like that

With healing there are no shortcuts

I've tried to be strong

I've tried to carry on

Believe me I've tried to hold on

I've really tried to be strong

It's like I'm losing a battle each day day day

And I'm tired of feeling this way way way

All the strength I put in nothing changes changes changes

And I really want to make it far

But my mind makes it so hard

This year I really went through hell

But no one could even tell

I just really lost myself

Cause I never ask for help

It's like I'm losing a battle each day day day

And I'm tired of feeling this way way way

All the strength I put in nothing changes changes changes