I'm sorry for what I did

I'm sorry for what I said

But hey, it's in the past

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I didn't think it'd come to this

Apologizing to this miss

Well goddamn I fucked up

I gotta apologize, and try to make up

I'm shook up, as I'm sure you are too

I didn't mean you all the pain that I caused ya boo

I know I fucked up pushin' you to the ground

But with us always screaming I just needed to pounce

I shouldn't have stopped my therapy, it helped me a lot

It helped me not to lose my temper losing a parking spot

But I stopped simply because I was feeling lazy

And lately since I stopped my world has been lookin hazy

Baby, I just wanna let you know I love you

And I wanna show you, I can be the better fuckin' man

I'm really not happy with the man I am

Give me a chance I can fuckin' improve

I'm writing this letter to try and make us up

But what I do doesn't matter, nobody gives a fuck

I might as well end it, nobody cares, fuck it

Seeing your body on the floor made me cry

Thinking what we could have had makes me cry

What we could've had was something special, James

Instead we both decided to play all these mental games

I don't forgive you at all but I at least understand

What I ended up marrying was a broken, lonely man

I remember that day when I saw you on the ground

The moment I saw you on the floor my feelings unwound

A gun and 1 bullet, I wouldn't forget it

I ain't gonna lie, I started losing my shit

The man I loved for years, laid dead on the floor

The man who I was talking with just the day before

The man who stuck by me when I was having troubles

The man who gave me a laugh when I needed a couple

Our marriage wasn't perfect, that's very apparent

But we were both looking forward to being loving parents

As I stand here at your funeral, seeing your casket open

I'll never forget the times you told me to keep hopin

You're being lowered into the earth, 6 feet deep

I can only hope right now you're looking down at me

I know you're in heaven, I'll never forget you

I can only hope that you never forget me too