Should've known you'd wanna haunt me
I know you so well (You were there)
I just wanna say if feels nice (Standing in my room)
(Split like fingernail rot)
It's been countless nights
(I would reel my head towards God and I would say
Be gracious, for I am lonely, and afflicted)
I can't commit to the healing I need
When you're calling my phone it is tossed in the pool
Holding on you is a comforting thought till I'm trying to sleep and you crawl out my drain
Would it kill to have spoken the truth
Could it hurt if i needed it to
Every line that i wrote i had to
To show you that i had nothing to lose
It's been countless nights