Abandon hope, they said, when you're beaten down

Suicidal whispers spin, around and around

Remorse like a ghost, that haunts my night

Every flicker of joy dims, turning to fright

Imma pop out these pills, just to drown out the noise

Remorse like a weight, it's stealing my poise

Thinking 'bout the end, contemplating the noose

Got my heart weighed down, feeling like a recluse

Tried to run from the demons, tried to escape the past

But they are always right behind, the shadows move too fast

This ain't a plea for sympathy, this ain't a sob story

Just a confession raw and real, a piece of my dark glory

I'm drowning in silence, the screams in my head

Wishing for a lifeline, but I'm stuck instead

Feeling like a ghost, yeah, I'm drifting away

Alone in this chaos, will I ever be saved?

I'm drowning in silence, the screams in my head

Wishing for a lifeline, but I'm stuck instead

Feeling like a ghost, yeah, I'm drifting away

Alone in this chaos, will I ever be saved?

Every tear shed reflects my despair

Wrestling demons that I can't help but wear

Loneliness a cloak that I can't slip free

Help is a distant echo, just a fragment of me

Can't escape the echoes of a life so premade

Regrets trap my soul, like I'm slowly decayed

Eyes wide open, but I'm blind to the signs

Searching for a light, but this tunnel confines

I'm drowning in silence, the screams in my head

Wishing for a lifeline, but I'm stuck instead

Feeling like a ghost, yeah, I'm drifting away

Alone in this chaos, will I ever be saved?

I'm drowning in silence, the screams in my head

Wishing for a lifeline, but I'm stuck instead

Feeling like a ghost, yeah, I'm drifting away

Alone in this chaos, will I ever be saved?

Living in a world where I feel so alone

Thoughts like knives cut sharper than stone

Never thought I'd wander down this road

Left my heart behind, but I carry that load