Now I sat myself down in the dark

Demons in my head talking to the graveyard

I killed my old self as a fucking safe guard

Now I'm black and I'm blue and I'm back with bars

Half dead dude with the mind of a star

Half way here but I'm halfway hard

I'm half ass viewed as a kid with a heart

Should I kill that dude or should I just play smart?

Listen

Take a step take a break take it back

This a diss on the snakes in the grass

I cut fake friends now I just stack cash

Man ya life goes great when ya life turn bad

When rethought life and I realized that

Once I find my way I will pave my path

I made my case stacked my cash

Burned the city down but I rose from the ash

Now I can't stress bout the mess that I've made

All the days I Finessed no rest just shade

I was out after dark to embark on the trades

And I did a whole lot and I really got paid

But then life changed, I hadda refocus rearrange

I started giving fucks about the grades

I finally figured out once I know my way around

I can build it by the pound from the ground I was raised

But now let's take it back

How did this start

Shit was so real than all fell apart

When you was down bad lost in the dark

I gave you my all and I gave you my heart

But shit felt different shit got hard

We couldn't even speak without seeking a scar

A toxic mess full of stress from the start

I guess we just found just who we are

So I sat myself down in the dark

Demons in my head talking to the graveyard

I killed my old self as a fucking safe guard

Now I'm black and I'm blue and I'm back with bars

Ima half dead dude with the mind of a star

Half way here but I'm halfway hard

Only half ass viewed as a kid with a heart

But I killed that dude holy fuck man I'm smart

Now I ain't never thought id be the guy

Who could ride worldwide but just guess

I got regrets I am a threat

My biggest enemies is the words in my head

I'm better dead, but ion give a fuck

I'm hanging by thread and I never need luck

I got time on my side plus I made a few bucks

So I'm doing what I want till the day I hit the dust

Double the deluxe go and get a bag

My life sucked so I ain't throw a white flag

Man I never could discuss where I was what I had

But I did what I did now I'm back on the path

With my battles in past back at the park

I didn't wanna quit but I didn't wanna start

I didn't wanna lose but I didn't win

So I did what I did and I swam with the sharks

So I sat myself down in the dark

Demons in my head talking to the graveyard

I killed my old self as a fucking safe guard

But now I'm black and I'm blue and I'm back with bars

Ima half dead dude with the mind of a star

I'm half way here but I'm halfway hard

Only half ass viewed as a kid with a heart

But I killed that dude now I'm lost in the dark

I'm lost in the dark, I'm lost in the dark

Now I don't even know who I am so I don't even know where to start

I'm lost in the dark, I'm lost in the dark

Now I don't even know who I am so I don't even know where to start