All this pain that I be holding in and it's just gets stronger and stronger
It's hard to explain what he going on with me because I just don't think anyone would understand what I be saying that's why be quiet about it
All that time I be spending all to myself
I don't need-'em there I never need they help
Even though im smiling I'm low on health
Don't worry about me I just hope your well
Is this all worth it only time will tell
I'm locked up in all my thoughts im looking for my bail
Only chance is heaven no I won't go to hell
Wonder if they noticed if I ever fell
I been on the road and I'm running out of mileage
It will be so long until they can find me
Think that they know me but I keep hiding
Cut all my tires I'm still riding
I been doing this for a while got a license
They'll never do it only if they see you try it
Looking for a new life I'm just tryna buy it
Don't want y'all to see me crying
Everyday I'm tryna get better and more focused on the real meaning of my life
I need to understand the real of this all
I can't take none of this for granted