I am by the sea

And so are you

I go there when I speak to you

Right next to me

I feel something no one can see

Some doors they close

Before you know

Yet we say that there's still time

We are not done and

We won't fall

The greatest illusion of all

Even though we hide it so well

We all know what's in our personal hell

Out of focus

Deep asleep

We splice our storylines

To hide in between

But I want it all in mine

I'm with you

You are not here

Maybe this pain we feel

Makes what's gone stay forever here

Afraid of playing the fearless

Holding onto the dearest

So hard that the knuckles turn white

Stitching the things meant to be seamless

Finding heroes in villains

Telling ourselves it's well worth a try

To make what happened unhappen somewhere back in time

I wish we could talk

I wish I could know that we will one day

Sometimes I feel we choose to draw our lives in coal and chalk

While knowing that the rains will come and wash it all away

Even though we hide it so well

We all know what's in our personal hell

Out of focus

I'm here and so are you

This dreamlike haze I'm moving through

You have to go

This is a trap

I love you so

Please don't turn back