Not understanding, the demon running rampantly

Taking on energies not assigned to me

What I'm feeling, is it that or is it me?

Questioning the stability of everything around me

Shaky ground steering me, terrified of the war within me

Killing me, chains suddenly appearing and defining me

Losing me, suffocating to this demon that isn't me

Or even within me, that's trying to break me

Fuck that, I choose me

Changes are coming to me, what will it be

No se pero but they will provide me safety

So I can finally stop fighting

Changes are coming to me, the change is me

Wanting to lean into that quantum reality

Losing me, one tear at a time

Drowning in misery, wishing for another reality

To take me was my daily until I woke up clear one day

And started to see what the world sees

I'm losing myself and my life one punishment

Pound at a time, emaciating mentally and physically

OCD loops beating me, so yesterday I awoke and chose me

Putting anything that triggers me in the backseat

Diving into music therapy, tongue suppressed from being depressed

But it's okay to finally choose me

Changes are coming to me, what will it be

No se pero, they will provide me safety

So I can finally stop fighting

Changes are coming to me, the change is me

Embracing the changes in me

Chasing what makes me happy

Pen to beat was bleeding pain into music therapy

Pero mental turmoil

Its no longer the soil in which I grow

Pen in hand, I understand

Putting rhymes to beat flow or no flow

The noise escapes me, so here it goes

I'm at a crossroads, a definite fork in the road

Next chapter begins on the 11th

Choosing happiness wherever the flow goes

It flows as I found my control

To pause the line, just a bar at a time

I see things clearly, the change is me

And through all the breaking down

I found who's still around and down ridin for me

Having to be broken entirely to rise again

Like the phoenix, the demon in me

She comes with me, she ain't leaving

I've tried, but she's my warning sign

Tamed but not retreating

Not afraid to trust, not walled up

Observational, as fuck, pero

I'm at a crossroads to not self-destruct

Staring at the detail of each link

In the chain, bands strong

But connection's weak

Links breaking piece by piece

Freeing me

One lyric at a time

Adding music to the tracks in your mind

Dodging triggers in real time

Finding my beat and choosing me

Changes are coming to me

What will they be

No se, pero, they will provide me safety

So I can finally stop fighting

Changes are coming to me

The change is me

Changes are coming to me

The change is me

The change is me

The change is me