Why do I try to be perfect? I'm losing my hope
'Cause I'm going crazy I'm spiraling out of control
I tried my best to right the ship
But all I do is write this shit
And I can't ever get a break
I'm lying in my bed awake
I'm spiraling out of control
Why do I always get sad with no reason to cry?
Cause I got some issues, there's something messed up in my mind
I tried my best the beat the beast
Inside my head I'm seeking peace
And I been working everyday
I'm grinding with a heavy weight
There's something messed up with my mind
I drown in emotions I feel so addicted to pain
When I'm feeling down it's like substances course through my veins
I tried my best to purge the sin
But all my organs hurt within
These flying demons striking me
If I die then it's just fine with me
'Cause I feel so addicted to pain