Gone too far and too far gone
I'm feeling empty and withdrawn
As dark as vacant skies are black
I drink my coffee like a psychopath
I can't begin to grasp what's real
I can't perceive, I only feel
The drugs don't work but I'll still dose
It's like I don't exist, I'm just a ghost
I'm on the verge of despair
Pulling out every last one of my hairs
I'm on the verge of decline
Losing every last piece of my mind
Ya fall a step out of line
Next thing you know you'll be
Further and further behind
With nothing left to repair
Keep falling flat on your face
The morning sun begins to rise
I shake these nightmares from my eyes
The day awaits but I lay still
Begrudgingly I force my will
But I've lost the thrill, my hope's bereft
I've got nothing left, but time to kill
So I take these pills just to face the day
Got a racing mind, I hope it runs away
I'm on the verge of decay
Crumpled up my sanity and threw it away
I've got a lot on my plate, but I ain't no saint
But he's going along for the ride
There's nothing more to decide
Just ride it out and endure
I'm like a squirrel that's trapped inside
And I'm climbing up the walls
Looking for someplace to hide
I can't decide on what to buy or subscribe
When we're just a moment left away
I won't be thrilled to revive
The conscious mind will elevate
The lights still on, but night will fall
So I'll be screaming at the ceiling
I'm on the verge of a fall
But I'd rather feel the gravity
We're on the verge of a squall
I'm left to drown in the rain
It's on the verge of mundane
But overwhelming thoughts
With nothing left but disdain
'Cause everything is going to hell