It's been a long time coming
I hope you can understand
I have lost myself this time
The white clouds become dark
My nightmares become real
But the envelope stays unsealed
It's all a metaphor while I'm wasted on the floor
It's been a long time coming
I hope you can understand
Cocktails and dark robes and drive through dinner
I am not a loser but sure don't feel like no winner
Freaking out all the time
Constant aching in my spine