I can stay alive but then what will I believe
I would die for you for you don't see what I see
(Will it all be worth it in the end?)
I don't want to be so fucking numb that pain is all I know
Gaze into the mirror bet you can't say that I love you too
Drifting sifting through the pieces trynna picture who is who
Running round in circles for the people that we claim to love
When really all we're chasing are the memories of how it was
Addicted to the narrative that someone's up there listening
Yet never thought I'd be the one who's dreams just kept on dwindling
I can stay alive but then what will I believe
I would die for you for you don't see what I see
(Will it all be worth it in the end?)
I don't want to be so fucking numb that pain is all I know
My intuition always got the best of me
Never able to love my self because I was the enemy
I was caught up in the moment as my life was passing by
Knew I should've saved the world but I was to afraid to fly
I was searching for the truth
I've been practicing pursuit
Always running outta time forever yearning for my youth
I can stay alive but then what will I believe
I would die for you for you don't see what I see
(Will it all be worth it in the end?)
I don't want to be so fucking numb that pain is all I know