I’m tired of crying, tired of love

Tired of all the fucking hate, all this pain

Tired of feeling like I ain’t shit, yeah

Tired of feeling like I’m all alone

Fuck this room full of people

Who don’t care about me, yeah

I know that I should love myself

But that’s easier said than done

With all these demons in my head, yeah

I’m so tired, I’m so tired

Bitch I’m tired of all this

Motherfucking shit up in my head

Sometimes I feel so dead inside

But I don’t tell nobody

I just deal with it all on my own

When’s the last time you’ve been home

Remember when I told you that

You cannot run from your feelings

They always eventually find you

So why you still running

I want the best for you

Hope your still listening

Afraid that your still reminiscing

Personal affliction keeps steadily slipping

This shit starting to feel different

I’m stressing

But I can’t admit it

Maybe I’m scared

No I am

Insecure but at least I admit it

When I fucked up

I took Responsibility

And what did you do, You ran

But you don’t run from your problems

You stand & deal with all of the pain

Peter where have you been

Don’t you know that your mother’s been worried about you

I know that it feels like nobody cares about you

But if that were true

How come I was always there for you

I was scared too

Please just pick up the phone

I know from time to time you contemplate suicide

But listen

Think about what

If you died, 13 reasons why

Inside mixed with many nights

Where you cried

You can’t change the past

But you can change the future

Please I just need for you to try

I done seen to many people that’s close to me die

I couldn’t bare with my life if you died

& I’ll never be ready to tell you bye

I’m tired of crying, tired of love

Tired of all the fucking hate, all this pain

Tired of feeling like I ain’t shit, yeah

Tired of feeling like I’m all alone

Fuck this room full of people

Who don’t care about me

I know that I should love myself

But that’s easier said than done

With all these demons in my head

I’m so tired, I’m so tired

Bitch I’m tired of all this

Motherfucking shit up in my head

Head, head

Look, it’s all up in my head

I won’t let it go

Because I cannot

Let it go

It’s stuck inside my head

I wanna let it go

I cannot

Let it go

It won’t not

Leave me free

& let me live free

I cannot just

Let these voices inside my head

Leave me lone

Know I should just let go

But I will not let go

But I need to let go

Know I need to let go

Spirits from the dead yeah they haunting me

Told em I want trouble

What they want from me

On the road to riches regardless to how long it be

Yeah my demons too excited

Ain't no calming me

But I fight the feeling

Enemy is inner me

The faith of divine

He keep me grinding and believe in me

We ain't scare of demons

Resist temptation easily

They gon' keep me sleep

But I stay up until I rest in peace

Gotta stay grounded

Gotta stay grateful

Shit be too hard, yeah

For you to be afraid of

What you really 'fraid of

I said what you really 'fraid of

All you need is faith love

No more that fake love