I remember you said don't hold tight

It's been a long way up

And the drops too high to fall

To fall

People always tell me not to act so sad

Where were they when I was down bad, I had no friends

It's only me and nobody's here to see me crash

In the middle of this war

I don't know if I'll win

My army's falling short, with this tug of war

My infantry is thin

Oh in the middle of this war

Is there such thing as winning?

I'm fighting for my life to make it

And every step I take is vacant

Every time I find myself something happens then I lose again

Father if this is my life then I would rather swim

In the middle of the sea where no one hears my screams

They don't understand this pain I breathe

Everybody thinks they know me but

No one knows I'm this lonely and

Through the smiles I'm folding

And I can't seem to control it

In the middle of this war

I don't know if I'll win

My army's falling short, with this tug of war

My infantry is thin

Oh in the middle of this war

Is there such thing as winning?

I'm fighting for my life to make it

And every step I take is vacant

How

Is life this lonely

I miss my homies

My brother La'el

I don't think they miss who I am

You're not alone

And in this moment

I know I can't cave into consequence

My ambivalence is my regret

In the middle of this war

I don't know if I'll win

My army's falling short, with this tug of war

My infantry is thin

Oh in the middle of this war

Is there such thing as winning?

I'm fighting for my life to make it

And every step I take is vacant