I used to decode all your messages
The way you talked to me in acronyms
We were a season that I used to binge
Things were different then
I'm looking back but now it's all a blur
I'm talking myself into why we worked
Pretended now is better then we were
I'm pretty sure that I was never sure at all
By this point I'm usually past it
Time would take away the sadness
I don't even know what happened
And I'm only half past us
Half of me's distant, half of me's wishing
And I'm only half past us
I know I wore your patience paper thin
Always one foot out and one foot in
Always thinking what I should've said
Never did get to the heart of it
Maybe it's just getting older
But some things aren't worth getting over
Is moving on the same as closure
I don't know (I don't know)
And I'm only half past us
Half of me's distant, half of me's wishing
And I'm only half past us
It's so late, baby, are you up?
Thinking 'bout me, baby, are you done?
Half alright, maybe half messed up
It's so late, baby, are you up?
Thinking 'bout me, baby, are you done?
Lying awake, are you still messed up?