Said that you wanted to ride for me
So I told you goodbye and leave
All these nights I'm missing you
Still don't understand how we ever fell out of love
I swear my future was only with you
Now you on the next and I'm sitting of luck
Ha, Swear these hos cannot compete
You made a promise it would be you and me, Huh
Baby you on the wrong team
But I can't go for that you acted differently, Huh
We was gon kill the whole scene
Broke my heart swear you took all my dreams, Huh
See you with another nigga I'ma freak, Huh
Tryna forget everything that we had
But I swear that you won't go away
I got these voices telling me to stay
Cus when I was down you had kept me safe
They not at yo level they can't touch yo rank
Don't give a fuck what a hating nigga say
I'm still at the east side in the bay
Wanna be beside you but you say you need space
I gave the attention that you wanted nigga
But you turned around and found another nigga
But even without I'm still counting figures
I miss all the times when I was happy with ya
I wanted to focus on me could you leave me alone?
Late nights and you wouldn't pick up the phone
Ha, baby could please come home
A nigga still want you though you did me wrong
Just can't get over how you left you I can't
It was gon be and you against the world
We were gon be up counting all these bands
Swear I can't forget all them good times
Change myself anyway you want
I'll do anything to get a second chance
I can't forget you I won't ever do it
I'm stuck on us so you make me look stupid
I can't go to you so I cope with the music
Got all of my homies asking how I'm doing
I lie and I tell them niggas that I'm fine
Never told them how I truly felt inside
I pushed them away cus you wanted my time
Never forgive myself cus I let you in my life
And you were not the one for me
I wanted to feel happy bout the situation
So I went and let my homies know
And they said,"Finally you did it
So a nigga smiled and said,"I am free"
I was tryna make sure that none of my pain showed
But to be honest if it wasn't for that one person
I would have never came around
She the reason I left you
Ain't feel like I was put down
She said that she was happy for me
And I ain't gotta worry now
I swear that I hate you and everytime I hear yo name
I gotta put up a fake smile
To everyone in my friend group, Jugg, Haji, Slxzo, Kid Rival, and the others
I am sorry for ever letting someone come in between us like that
I will truly never let my self be forgiven for pushing y'all away
I lost a lot of bonds and I felt like I lost y'all for a little bit
I'll make sure that won't happen again