Look

My road to recovery

I wanna get better so people around me can tell me they're proud of me

To get them to listen and be there for me when I'm struggling

I need humbling

Please help me today, tomorrow I might not be here but another place

I don't want you worrying now

When you should have been worrying the other day

Tell me to stay, I do not pray, God isn't real unless I'm not okay

Tend to reach out to the sky when the demons are winning

I start to decay, I'm rotting away

I'm clenching my teeth through the bottomless pain

I've been through the trenches and back

And I don't need nobody to tell me the way to behave

Cause they think they know better than me, that's a shame

No I do not need your help in this game

Life is a movie and I want the fame

Only a matter of time before I go insane

The mind of a psycho, I think I relate

I'm scared of the drama, I need to escape

Intrusive emotions, I need to evade

Como te llamas please tell me your name

Built up my courage cause I'm feeling brave

I want a Latina, Brazil, Argentina

They live kinda far so I need me a Spain

Let me feel the pain, let me feel it

Pain is the only way I know I'm breathing

Slowly it be killing me but I need it

Tired of silence I'm into the screaming

People that love you are mostly deceiving

Ask them a question they're dodging and weaving

Muhammad Ali I'm not talking about kneeling

It's that kind of season

Everybody wants a bit of the truth

But nobody's willing to go first and release it

My road to recovery

I wanna get better so people around me can tell me they're proud of me

To get them to listen and be there for me when I'm struggling

I need humbling

Please help me today, tomorrow I might not be here but another place

I don't want you worrying now

When you should have been worrying the other day