You know I've been feeling so emotionless

Fuck my life i'm over it

Try to find my closure try to close it but i cant close shit

Suicidal deep within

Demons speaking as my friends

Telling me to bust on the beam gotta load up the choppa and let it all end

Live a depressing life

Sense day one

When i was three

My parents split up

Started smoking on that weed heavily at thirteen cause my pops abused me because i just spoke up for myself

Ran away cause i needed some help

Blow out my brains and free me from this hell

Free me from my pain so free me from myself its to late to save me you will just weigh me down

Abused since the day i could speak

There's a reason I've been smoking weed

Gotta calm down the pain and the thoughts in my brain telling me to just blow up and tweak

Put the smoke to my face and dope in brain now i'm no longer trapped i feel free

When i'm rolling my j i stop going insane because THC medicates me

You know I've been feeling so emotionless

Fuck my life i'm over it

Try to find my closure try to close it but i cant close shit

Suicidal deep within

Demons speaking as my friends

Telling me to bust on the beam gotta load up the choppa and let it all end