Demons all around me, yeah they tryna drown me
Tryna tell me who I am and what they know about me
Yeah they actin' like they know me to begin with
Hearin' stories from the exes I ain't been with
And I don't even need to set the record straight
Cause even if you know the truth you still gon' hate
Y'all wanna leech on me when I hit my goals
But you won't stick around when the money's low
And I've been feelin' lonely, I've been feelin' lonely
Havin' problems but I made sure that I never showed em
Imperfections I ain't told and you ain't even notice
Got addictions in my life that's gonna kill me slowly
Tryna do it right by my future self
Cause one day you won't be able to get by on wealth
Feelings I didn't wanna deal with, I put em' on the shelf
But the image is crumbling, truth is breakin' through the shell
This is the part where I choose between all my facades, yeah
Heart on my sleeve just ain't workin' for me, need to guard it
I never lie in my lyrics cause writin' ain't hard but
I'm tired of writin' the same all the time, got some cards left
Split personality, all of these phony lil' writers won't challenge me
Got a taste for fatality, I gotta pray it away so it'll balance me
Like this rage up inside that I didn't know resided in me, was found in me
Now I got enemies, used to be friends with me
Who gon' prevail just you wait, yeah, you bound to see, bet you can count on me
Truthfully the youth in me is really what be boostin' me
And I been tryin' to cool it cause I'm worried bout the future me, yeah
Ay, play the cards right, don't go blowin' your checks on the Louis V, yeah
But frankly if I'm gonna make it I gotta act foolishly, yeah
I walk around like I'm Denzel, Washington, Curry, all rolled up in one
Ay, I do my own movies till my music makes money and I'm sellin' platinum
Y'all can play with the beats before I eat it, tell the kids they can go and have fun
Ay, but givin' beats to other rappers like I bought it just for paper, man that's just so dumb