I don't want to fall behind

Feel lost and I feel blind

Not what I had in mind

For me, what I've come to be

And what I want to see

Affects my self-esteem

It might be easier for you

To think in a brighter view

Ive got issues to subdue

Inside, I fill myself with lies

Don't know where I reside

It's taking over my mind

It's coming to the point, here now, Where I need help, I need hearing out

I've just got lost in the system once again

Oh, I can barely open my mouth

The words are there but they're full of doubt

Oh, it's harder done and easier said

Could there ever be a breach

To plains that I can't reach

there's some things you just can't teach

Realising that all I have is gained

And I won't take it to the grave

I just have to be brave

Off the scale, matter falls apart

My world looks like modern art

Always catches me off guard

Hiding all the calluses on my heart

My conscience plays a part

In why I don't go far

It's coming to the point, here now, Where I need help, I need hearing out

I've just got lost in the system once again

Oh, I can barely open my mouth

The words are there but they're full of doubt

Oh, it's harder done and easier said

It's coming to the point, here now, Where I need help, I need hearing out

I've just got lost in the system once again

Oh, I can barely open my mouth

The words are there but they're full of doubt

Oh, it's harder done and easier said