I've cried a river before
But the mask still stains the same
And my health's a desperate game
I've ran the bottle to the floor
Just to stay afloat of anything
And remain on top of everything
But that feelings a fools gold
'Cause the come down always feel the same
And I fall back into me again
I hope you know I'm still cold
From the blanket ripped right off of me
From the lake we drank unknowingly
Who taught me to be strong
Who fought for me to hold on
Living in a culture appropriate age
Formed from a distant memory
Forming to the line of femininity
Live life fucking raunchy
Cry until I feel relieved
Transport through my body
Transport me to God, please
Met God, just reflected me
They say decision is the form of fear
The way my vision blurs through my tears