Man, I been feeling low these days
Back against the ropes these days
Nothing but dead end streets
I need less pain and more peace
Lord this cant be my fate
Im tryna trust You and wait but
Do You hear what Im saying
Less complaining more praying? wait
I been feeling blessed these days
Though alots on my brain these days
Cancer took my brother the other day my mom and sis need me but im far away
But the Three's reigning over me
The path to purpose ain't pain free
Chaos surrounds but i feel fine cause the hands that hold my life aren't mine
(I know Who's in control, ya dig?)
(Joy comes in the mourning)
If I breathe my last breath
I have joy in the mourning
If I breathe my last breath
There's still joy in the mourning
I been up grinding myself I'm refining
Watch it come together in perfect timing just to remind ya i
I been breaking down barriers, Dad from the South
Mama from South America Imma let the secret out sorry Victoria
Trust and believe, that leads to euphoria aye
I ain't finna cry no more aye
Takeoff runway let's soar aye
Angels got me surrounded ooh
I gotta press on, press on
Joy comes in the morning pain wont last long
Chaos surrounds i feel fine cause the hands that hold my life aren't mine
If I breathe my last breath
I have joy in the mourning
If I breathe my last breath
There's still joy in the mourning
If I breathe my last breath
I have joy in the mourning
If I breathe my last breath
There's still joy in the mourning
Dad said something about it to me like the other day
Almost like... I don't know if it seemed to him like i was not
Like taking the whole diagnosis thing like forreal
But I wasn't worried about any of the things they said
Because i know the God i serve