I'm all in my feelings

A whole lot to deal with

Got dreams of a million and ownin' a building

Sometimes I don't feel it, been thinkin' bout quittin'

But gotta keep pushin', 'cause I never finish

I'm doin' these songs to accumulate fans

But it ain't enough to carry out the plan

My baby mama she workin' 2 jobs

Deserve an applause, she do what she can

She checkin' my phone when it ain't in my hand

Wonderin' when Ima' fuck up again

Like where does it end

We fightin' and fuckin', I'm breakin' her in

Landlord out here raisin the rent

God took my cousin and ever since

I've been stuck, trapped in the abyss

Then he took chivs

Guess I'll blame it on the way that they lived

Run from the problems, I'm hoppin' the fence

I let my issues burn away in a spliff

Look for an end when I'm cockin' that clip

I would disappear, but a nigga got kids

Still feel like a kid

I'm being for real

I'm done bein' grown, fuck payin' these bills yeah

My daughter 9 months, almost off that Enfamil yeah

That shit is expensive

That's why I'm chasin' these riches

That's why I'm creatin' these businesses

In case I don't place with this penmanship

So much doubt even though I'm bigger than when I started

I was little then

If I had the same mindset back then

think 'bout what I coulda been

3 am in Miami

Palm trees, no grammy

No phantom, I ain't Danny

Can't go ghost on my family

Had to go back to Ohio

Literally for my family Survival

Knew homies that turned into rivals

Its sad cause I miss'em to the death

And speakin' of death I keep losin' my idols

Mama want me to pick up a bible

She think I'm out livin' too wild

Vicious cycle, no one to dial

Depression is not in my file

But still I feel dead inside

That's why there's an 'X' in "JXVE"

Even if I exercised it wouldn't work out

3 am in Miami

Palm trees, no grammy

No phantom, I ain't Danny

Can't go ghost on my family

Nah Nah

3 am in Miami

Palm trees, no grammy

No phantom, I ain't Danny

Can't go ghost on my family

Nah Nah