I guess its time to get used too
Pain creeping in my brain like it used too
Love never feel the same it used too
I swear im getting used too
I feel like im fading away
I feel like my life reaches death every day
Who can save me from this hurt thats begun
Who can love me as a prodigal son
A product of sin thats already upon
I feel like im already wanted
I wish these markings would fade
I wish I didn't have visible pain
Every time that their seen
Man that judgment is vague
I don't need your thought
They remind me of troubling days
And the times that I wished
I hear it every where I go
Man that shit looking ugly
Why do these emotions control
Man gimme a smoke or a drink
So im faded as dark as my soul
Im drinking as deep as my sorrows will go
Im smoking until I feel nothing at all