Do I feel this all the time?

Is there a way to go without you ever knowing

That I left it all behind

And I don't want to change you mind

Because I'm feeling low and that I don't deserve

All the good things in this life

And I know that no one minds

They don't care what I do, how the world seems to you

But it claws at me inside

You don't know what's on my mind

I don't need you to feel 'cause what I feel is real

But I can't help asking why

I'm standing on the edge

No one knows that I'm hanging by a thread

My mind is racing, I feel it caving in

I feel it happening again

And after all this time

I forgot that I'm alive

What do I do to pass the time?

I'm just walking around with my head down

Trying to build a new disguise

I'm thinking "why should I even try?"

When every choice is the same

And I'm going insane when

I'm standing on the edge

No one knows that I'm hanging by a thread

My mind is racing, I feel it caving in

I feel it happening again

And after all this time

I forgot that I'm alive

Now I'm staring at mirrors trying to find myself again

I've been asking him questions but nothing's making sense

I'm finding out

Nothing's making sense

I'm standing on the edge

No one knows that I'm hanging by a thread

My mind is racing, I feel it caving in

I feel it happening again

And after all this time

I forgot that I'm alive