I swear I’ve cried so many times
Made a swimming pool in my mind
I float just to get through a lonely night
I’m scared there’s nothing left to break
Yeah, all my wires are frayed
Got smoke in all the wrong places
Cause I got demons in my head
There’s pressure in my chest
Oh I, have these thoughts that I keep in my mind
I surrender to them all the time
Yeah it’s hard, who to show, when to hide
Oh I, lose myself in the haze, chasing highs
Ricochet, bite my tongue, be polite
Yeah it's hard, who to show, when to hide
The other, the other side
I built this wall up out of glass
Thought I could hold it all back
But some parts of my past slip through the cracks
I’m getting so tired of being something I’m not
And I think I’ve had enough
Cause I got demons in my head
There’s pressure in my chest
Oh I, have these thoughts that I keep in my mind
I surrender to them all the time
Yeah it’s hard, who to show, when to hide
Oh I, lose myself in the haze, chasing highs
Ricochet, bite my tongue, be polite
Yeah it's hard, who to show, when to hide
The other, the other side
Oh I, lose myself in the haze, chasing highs
Ricochet, bite my tongue, be polite
Yeah it's hard, who to show, when to hide
The other, the other side