I can feel it happening in my body
All these chemicals reacting at the same time
Am I the only one who's growing up so fast
Cause it feels like nothing ever lasts
Every time I try to stay in control but then
Insecurities take over and I feel lost again
Everybody keeps on telling me that I'll be fine
But all I see is a race without a finish line
When my world turns upside down
How will I survive after I drown
I've been feeling strange since yesterday
It's like I went on vacation to the milky way
Cause my thoughts don't add up anymore
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm fighting a war but I
Haven't got a clue what I'm doing today
Cause my body don't work and I got a headache from
All these feelings rushing through my head
Let me feel normal for once instead
I hope that someday I realize that it stopped
These voices causing useless pain
The world is gonna know my name
Right now I got myself to blame
For everything that I've done
Been so busy being afraid all day
I forgot to have fun and I
I know that I shouldn't be afraid
But when I look at my future I feel like It's fake
Oh everybody keeps on telling me that I'll be fine
But all I see is a race without a finish line
When my world turns upside down
How will I survive after I drown
I've been feeling strange since yesterday
It's like I went on vacation to the milky way
Cause my thoughts don't add up anymore
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm fighting a war but I
Haven't got a clue what I'm doing today
Cause my body don't work and I got a headache from
All these feelings rushing through my head
Let me feel normal for once instead
I can't stop what's happening to me anymore
There's a part me that wants to change and to explore
Do I give myself over do I let it win
Just hold your head up high, try to breath in
I've already done this a thousand times
What does it matter if I crossed one line
Cause I can't wait to see what happens if I just let go
I need know, I wanna feel it
I've been feeling strange since yesterday
It's like I went on vacation to the milky way
Cause my thoughts don't add up anymore
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm fighting a war but I
Haven't got a clue what I'm doing today
Cause my body don't work and I got a headache from
All these feelings rushing through my head
Let me feel normal for once instead