I still remember your smile
I used to pretend you were into me
I felt like I was out of focus to you
Rose near my door, Felt like an omen
Door left unlocked, ready to be open
I was always hoping you would never close it
But the way you spoke to me with no emotion
Felt time pass by, but not the motions
Make me feel the same way, lack of showing
Fill my head with static, can't use ibuprofen
Swam too far, sinking in the ocean
Shouldn't use my heart, but my brain is broken
In a place I've never been, never going
You cant see me light the photos, Never show it
Turn off off the lights, toy with the bullet
Tried to tell my friends, all of them ghosted
I should've expected this
I should've expected this
I'm done with neglecting it
I'm done with neglecting it
I'm done with neglecting it
That's why I tried calling
To leave a message behind
I won't have to focus anymore
I won't have to focus anymore