My thoughts they just keep caving in
I try so hard but everything I do I'll just screw it up again
I try so hard but everything I build just keeps on falling down again
A mask is all the people want to see
A happy little pill is maybe all I need
I can help myself before all the pain gets worse
The world has gotten to me a little sugar is all I need
Is it really so wrong if it feels so right
I can see it's hurting me but the ecstasy is all I really need right now
Take it away from me and I will scream out loud
But now I have a way to numb the pain
Cause I can't seem to find another cure to make me sane
Cause red is blue and one is two and nothing's in its place
I'm not the person that I used to be
Cause now I rule everything but me
A happy little pill I know is all I need
I know I'm helping myself
The pain cant get any worse
The world has gotten to me a little sugar is all I need
Is it really so wrong if it feels so right
I can see it's hurting me but the ecstasy is all I really need right now
Take it away from me and I will scream out loud
And it's killing me inside
I can tell that it's not right
But it's everything to me
But I can't seem to stop it
A happy little pill is now controlling me
The pain just keep getting worse
The world means nothing to me now the sugar is everything
Is it really so wrong if it feels so right
I can see it's hurting me but the ecstasy is all I really need right now
Take it away from me and I will scream out loud