(I did something terrible)
(I don't know how to fix it)
I feel I should have left by now, there's no need for me to give
Yes, I have support somehow, but I'm lost in my head
I'm done hurting myself by creating feelings that are making me upset
But why shouldn't I give myself up for things that I regret?
Help me to understand myself
Help me to make the right decisions
I know I've made you angry now but what is there to do?
I can't turn that frown upside down 'cause it's me that did this to you
Could you please understand the fact that I feel incredibly bad?
And all I'm asking you to do is to please not be sad
Help me to understand myself
Help me to make the right decisions
I know that I've been stupid
To make me do these things
But all I ask is for forgiveness
'Cause I don't know what this means
Help me, shelter me, I know what I've done wrong
I don't deserve your sympathy, I don't want you to be gone
Help me, shelter me, I know what I've done wrong
I don't deserve your sympathy, I don't want you to be gone
Help me to understand myself
Help me to make the right decision
Help me to understand myself