Open your heart

I've learned that life isn't about the milestones, but instead all of those each individual moments

Time is literally what we want the most and we're terrible at it

If time flies then we the pilot just flying through life everyday

Living without reflecting

And ultimately for other people

Everyday is an expression of choice

Times reflection, dregood

Look in the mirror

I hate seeing you

To be honest

I'm sick of me too

Conversations with anxiety

Pulling me under

Don't want me to make it through

Hoping I demise before 22

Living life on the edge

On my own rules

Pick and choose

Better not make the wrong move

Cause it'll haunt you

What you gone do

Life can't be serious

When you playing so long

Mama watch me die

I'm still here

What a joke

And I'm the one laughing the most

Cause I don't know what all of it's for

Just feel it'd be better

If i just wasn't here anymore

But ain't no escape

Father if I die

Pray you have my soul to take

Just don't let me awake

Don't let me awake

Don't let me awake

Do I have a purpose at all

Need a reason

Like seasons

I'm watching them all

Spring bring growth

So summer can shine

But autumn watches everything fall

Cause nothing grows in the winter at all

Just been living in my December alone

Waiting for January

Just need a fresh start from it all

Hoping February still come with some love

Cause living is hard

I just keep marching forward

What's the reason I'm here

I'm knowing it can't be to fail

Dont wanna be like everyone else

Hope I make it here

Before I make it outta here

And to heaven or hell

Lord I pray I ain't destined for jail

Just tell me now I'll end it myself

If I'm bound to leave my son and girl by theyself

If I'm bound to leave my son and girl by theyself

If I'm bound to leave my son and girl by theyself

Just round and around it go

Constantly starting and stopping the flow

Turning the second to minutes

The hours to days, and weeks, and months

Til how many years too long

Gotta get out ya head and move on

Cause it ain't coming back when it's gone

You waiting

But it'll keep passing you by

Get up do it now

While you still alive

round and around it go

Constantly starting and stopping the flow

Turning the second to minutes

The hours to days, to weeks, to months

Then how many years too long

Gotta get out ya head and move on

Cause it ain't coming back when it's gone

You waiting

But it'll keep passing you by

Get up do it now

While you still alive

Hey, aint seen you in a minute

Well technically since you mentioned it

It's been a couple weeks since we kicked it

I can feel a changing in your spirit

Don't you miss wasting time sitting

Or stuck in the past reminiscing

Just come on by

Stop and visit

Don't you miss your bestfriend depression

I know I been away

I been on an adventure for better days

Just get out my brain

Hallucinations man I'm going insane

This can't be real

Throwing water on face

Look in the mirror and smile

God please tell me how

I see it relecting a frown

These demons and spirits been fighting

Its weighing me down

Got to let them out

Take a look in the mirror

All you see is you

To be honest

I'm sick of me too

Dealing with all this anxiety

Pulling me under

Still wonder how I made it through

Just hoping i make it to 22

Living life on the edge

On my own rules

Pick and choose

Better not make the wrong move

It's all on you

What you gone do