Tryna deal with my anger without my vices,
It's danger if you're close to me,
for strangers it's beautiful.
Cause me to go deal with my insecurities
Clean up all my impurities
Converse and seek the words that are suitable.
So I don't go cutting off all the ears
Of folks that I call my peers
Til Jesus, I ain't know that was doable
Have led my knees to be here
Face down in front of the one who's unmovable
I know that if I know better
My mama say to know better
And with Jesus I know I know better
So tell me how to do better.
On top of that, I'm cooking
My wife is complaining but now my patience thin
But I'm just here contemplating bout where my patience went
Know I could fire up a blunt or drink away my sins
Then Jesus tapped me say I
I thought that I knew it all
Used to not wanna be involved
My vices used to keep me withdrawn