Running around and I'm counting my blessings no chain on my neck and no rosary

Living my life and we in a recession pursue to be happy don't come for free

Fuck it don't need your company

Really not who you wanna be

Got me a tomb with no heat in the room so fuck it no body as cold as me

Get it how I live it never seem how it suppose to

Nicotine to help me breathe it always been my go to

Keep it five nine now I'm feeling like I'm goku

Bitch I'm plugging in and you be streaming like a Roku

Always losing hope and you can't feel what ive been feeling

Poker face been straight but imma fold with what I'm dealing

Trauma as a child been popping up so I'm still healing

Always asking why but I just never feel like kneeling

Give a fuck about ya pro nouns bitch I been him

Laughing to the bank like I'm invader zim

Everything I do is through the net no touching rim

Coming close to me and I'm bet ya chances slim

Cause I'm

Running around and I'm counting my blessings no chain on my neck and no rosary

Living my life and we in a recession pursue to be happy don't come for free

Fuck it don't need your company

Really not who you wanna be

Got me a tomb with no heat in the room so fuck it no body as cold as me