Please take me, away from here

No matter where just please my dear

No wonder, I ain’t see clear

Just don’t want to be, nowhere near

Please take me, away from here

No matter where just please my dear

No wonder, I ain’t see clear

Just don’t want to be, nowhere near

Turning 18, feel like getting so old

One side I'm glad, and one side I'm not

I know they’ll love me, when I’ll be gone

Some will miss me, Yeah, big up’s to yall

Gave you a chance, when I shouldn’t have

Put the blame on me

I still get so anxious, when I don’t wanna breathe

Yeah, Wish I could just sleep, so deep deep

Yeah, Just slightly

Everybody telling me life’s short, I wanna die

There's no reason for you to be sad, Yeah

It's alright, trust me, you’ll be fine, Yeah

You never cared, so it's all good after all right?

Don’t know why I've locked that shit up

I should’ve locked my mind

Last night I was looking at my past and it was scattered on the floor

I don’t really care too much, that’s how I feel inside

Told myself would finish it, and I meant it

Too late, time passed, I’m not here anymore

I know I be smoking all the time, cause it just feels right

You couldn’t take a single second out of your day to make mine

I put my pain and my feelings in these songs

When I die hope they all sing along

I wanted some attention

Or just a little bit of intention

Coming towards my way

Never got shit, and I realized that you didn’t really care

You didn’t give a damn that I only trusted you

Because you should show it at least to the people close to you

You were telling me, how much I mean to you

Where did all those words just gone?

You stopped caring about people

Who would give the whole world to you

I thought I can fight the demons in my head

I know that I can't

I've been fighting for the past fucking months

I know I love her but can’t tell her

I wish I could treat you like you treat me

So you would see, how it tastes

But I can't

I asked myself, what am I fighting for?

There is no-one there for me in this sick world

I wish that I could

Take it back, back to the days as a kid,

Take it back, back when I didn’t have shit,

I hope you hear this and you hate it

Realize what you did wrong

Never made it, I thought we could re-create it

That it wasn’t me looking through pink glasses

Always getting all these back flashes

You broke it, threw the key apart

Acting like it's all just my fault

All these things that hurt me, but I don’t speak about

Would I take the time back? With no doubt

But I don’t know If it ain’t better with you

Or without you around

I asked

If I gave you my heart

Would you just tear it apart?

You lied, and I will never see the same rose

In the end, when I die would you watch me?

And If I tried suicide would you stop me?

Made so many shitty songs in the past

I hope those were the last (Last, Last)

When you’re all alone

If she loves you you will never know

I’ll love her till forever on

Until she kills my soul