Count the days 'cause life's too short

A-woo

Can't imagine my life past 24

Anymore

And that's starting to scare me

'Cause I don't think heaven wants me like before

And now, I'm almost 19

And he ain't looking out for me no more

I'll call my boys when life gets tough

It's so depressing 'cause I know I don't do it nearly enough

I'm sorry for my absence

I've just been working day and night

I guess it's out the question

To say that I'm a little preoccupied

Damn

Tell me what it's like' like to be the normal one

I've been chasing the horizon but can't find the sun

I want to be a number one

To someone

I wanna see you at a party when it's 4 am

Haven't had a night like that since God knows when

Yeah, I remember all our fun

When I used to be a normal one

I'll grow my hair and pierce my skin

Like that would somehow change who I am

Damn, I feel disrespected

By my soul, body and mind

I guess I'm just neglected

'Cause I don't give my spirit time

No

But now that's

All I got

Now

Yeah, I don't want to wait forever

I guess I got some storms to weather, but I might lose my mind

But now that's

All I want

Now

'Cause I don't know if I'd be loved

If I wasn't so fucked up

I wasn't so fucked up

Tell me what it's like, like to be a normal one

I've been chasing the horizon but can't find the sun

I want to be a number one

To someone

I want to see you at a party when it's 4 am

Haven't had a night like that since God knows when

I want to be a number one

To someone

Tell me what it's like, like to be the normal one

I've been chasing the horizon but can't find the sun

I want to be a number one

To someone

I want to see you at a party when it's 4 am

Haven't had a night like that since God knows when

Yeah, I remember all our fun

When I used to be a normal one