Im getting tired, need more drama in my life

Is this Selfish character what am i right now?

No more questions, fuck it, want all i can't have and

When I got it i just get more dissappointed

This has been me since I have my memories, smile and caring just to get my part in change

Is this reality? It was always me?

It's not too bad, it's not your bad

It's not too bad, it was your bad

Selfish, ¿naive?, traitor, liar, cruel, siner

At the end it was your fault, I lost everyone I really cared

I regret it now, regret it now

It was your bad, it's all so hard

Im a monster, dont deserve or need love

Just can cause more suffering to the people

I just need some silence to cry and sin cause I miss my old life

My old best friend and my people, those who cant go back