Started hearing colors, it's a shame
Got rebuttals with my brain now
All these problems and the pain
This exactly what you prayed for
Just hope I can ball before I fall in the end
It ain't no more to talk about
I just walk around in circles
Thinking bout the things I said
On the line, need a push and I'll be off the edge
Then again I start of think of shit like
Why would Peter Pan leave Neverland
To play pretend with Wendy while his boys were lost
And I've had about enough to ignore
All the shit that I love just bring anxiety on
Why I'm trippin bout writing verses, rehearsing
Feel like my pen ain't workin
And think too much to speak from the dome
If I'm honest start to feel like I been playing one big game
Past, present, future predetermined
If I focus on the problems that been growing in my brain
Highly doubt that I could ball fore I fall in the end
Life ain't black and white
In the grey you find balance and solace
That I always seem to give to myself
Just need a second to chill
Can't find answers in others
You get by knowing yourself
It ain't all about where you at in life
You got time for your ark
Believe you can be a spark
Plant seeds, always feed the art
Think this just the start