Think I need a time out

Writing ain't the same

Started hearing colors, it's a shame

Got rebuttals with my brain now

Always in my way

All these problems and the pain

This exactly what you prayed for

Losing trust in my faith

Not in God, but in fate

Been searching for omens

Got lost in my head

Just hope I can ball before I fall in the end

Ok oh well I guess

It ain't no more to talk about

I just walk around in circles

Thinking bout the things I said

Reasons said

Get upset

Think I made my bed

On the line, need a push and I'll be off the edge

Then again I start of think of shit like

Why would Peter Pan leave Neverland

To play pretend with Wendy while his boys were lost

I'm at a lost

I see the cross

Message in the bottle

The bottoms at the top

Don't know how to stop

And I've had about enough to ignore

All the shit that I love just bring anxiety on

Why I'm trippin bout writing verses, rehearsing

Feel like my pen ain't workin

And think too much to speak from the dome

If I'm honest start to feel like I been playing one big game

Past, present, future predetermined

Manifest your way

If I focus on the problems that been growing in my brain

Highly doubt that I could ball fore I fall in the end

Guess it all depends

Drown out the lights

Life ain't black and white

More than the eye

In the grey you find balance and solace

To each his own

It will be what it be

Just give God control

Got me dead to rights

Down on bad advise

That I always seem to give to myself

Taking it to extremes

Just need a second to chill

Can't find answers in others

You get by knowing yourself

It ain't all about where you at in life

We'll be fine

Take a sec to realign

You got time for your ark

Believe you can be a spark

Plant seeds, always feed the art

Think this just the start