Hello? (This isn't typical)
Hello? (I understand perfectly)
This isn't typical (I'm fine)
To be so cynical (I lied)
Maybe I'm just difficult (this time)
Chasing different gold for my whole life
Got shit inside my brain that escapes me
'Cause I don't know the way
But that's okay when you're right here
Guess I should take the blame
Don't wanna feel this pain
But that's okay 'cause you're right here
Yeah I'm okay when you're right here
'Cause I'm living off the way you been staring at me I
I promise you I'm not gonna die here
Because I really hate who I've been trying to be oh
Well maybe I don't wanna follow the trends
Maybe I never wanna love you again
'Cause I can't fuckin see
Lift me up or leave me in the dirt
Yeah lift me up or leave me in the dirt
They wanna fall in love but just to feel the hurt
And then they'll find a way for feelings to convert
To poetry they'll let you hear it first
Got shit inside my brain that escapes me
'Cause I don't know the way
But that's okay when you're right here
Guess I should take the blame
Don't wanna feel this pain
But that's okay 'cause you're right here