Lyrics
When I look in the mirror I run and hide
Too elegant to be who I am inside
Stuck inside a cocoon where I live a lie
But I don't see their purpose
I can feel it boiling inside, this is not who I really am
Old suppression is falling apart, I exist as another self
Father says, and father knows best, but he kills me every night
Embracing all I am, I hate, this horrid fuck of a girl
I have felt myself warping and changing
Smashing out the shell, and enraging
Teaching me how I must stay
And beating me down because I'm this way
That you disagree with, you I don't serve
Damn all you stand for, we're all insecure
Make me proper, make me demure
Cock the gun and load it back, I'm not how we were
Faith in their hate is what he insists
Faith in his own was never the best
Fathers control their young inside the nest
And I fear their purpose
Crushing out their girl
Violence unfurls
I can feel it boiling inside, this is not who I really am
Old suppression is falling apart, I exist as another self
Father says, and father knows best, but he kills me every night
Embracing all I am, I hate, this horrid fuck of a girl
Free control
Stricken by their affliction
I can't be me until the night
Free our soul
He exists inside of me
Expressed as this girl inside the light
Free control
They keep me sane
Skye waiting here, your time is nigh
Free our soul
I can feel it boiling inside, this is not who I really am
Old suppression is falling apart, I exist as another self
Father says, and father knows best, but he kills me every night
Embracing all I am, I hate, this horrid fuck of a girl
WRITERS
Ben Wolfe
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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
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Top Emotion
Sadness
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Theme
Sexual
