Hiding from my ex on the internet

Didn't mean to fuck it up but you really did

Could have been one in a million

It was easy to forget

I hooked up with one of your friends

And I bet you can't guess which one I did it with

I can't be somebody else

Let me sink into myself

Scared to be alone

Scared to be broke

Scared to lose your job while you're staying at home

I'm a menace to myself everyday

It's a fucking lifestyle, they say

So runaway

Cocaine got me feeling like a kid again

And I should probably give my heart a break

But if I'm going in I'm going all the way till there's nothing left of me

I'm still hiding from my ex on the internet

I know that I never really let you in

I was only in it for the benefit and there's nothing left for me

I can't be somebody else

Let me sink into myself

Scared to be alone

Scared to be broke

Scared to lose your job while you're staying at home

I'm a menace to myself everyday

It's a fucking lifestyle, they say

So runaway

I got all of these secrets

I'll take them to the grave

My life is full of strangers

You all look the same

I got all of these secrets

I'll take them to the grave

My life is full of strangers

You all look the same

All of me wants to feel the rush

But I can't focus on it always

All of me wants to feel the rush

But I can't focus on it always