It's another sunset

And I am trying to find a reason

Why I am staring at my bedroom ceiling

I am missing out in motivation

It's another day ending in frustration

I can't even play the piano no more

So I guess there seems to be a problem somewhere

So many things I wanna do till 2022

Guess I could start doing those

Maybe in a minute

Then minutes are becoming hours

And hours are becoming years

Until I get so afraid I just end up in tears

And at the end of the day I'm just

Mad at myself

Staying busy with trying to blame someone else

And I know that it's my fault

But I still blame you for something you didn't do

And at the end of the day I'm just

Mad at myself

I could stop doing that tomorrow

But tomorrow's far away

Wrote one line I think now

I deserve a little coffee break

Or I could lay down at the floor

I know I shouldn't do that anymore

Forgetting all my possibilities

By ignoring my responsibilities

Minutes are becoming hours and hours are becoming years

Until I get so afraid I just end up in tears

And at the end of the day I'm just

Mad at myself

Staying busy with trying to blame someone else

And I know that it's my fault

But I still blame you for something you didn't do

And at the end of the day I'm just

Mad at myself

At the end of the day I'm just

Mad at myself

And I know that it's my fault

But I still blame you for something you didn't do

And at the end of the day I'm just

Mad at myself

Yeah being mad at myself is just so typical of me

Yeah you can always find me

Being mad at myself is just so typical of me

Yeah you can always find me

Staying busy with trying to blame someone else

And I know that it's my fault

But I still blame you for something you didn't do

And at the end of the day I'm just

Mad at myself