Will I ever be what I truly wanna be

Haven't felt fullfilled not for one week

When I think 'bout future I'm sick

Will she think straight or give me the ick

I truly hate what I have become

Look at me how far I have come

But was it all worth it at all

Or should have I already been hung

I dunno cuh I still feel helpless

Oftentimes in all places can't help this

I don't think I'll ever come to my senses

Taking xannies having with death dances

I just wanna finally feel happiness

But everyone will just laugh at this

I don't think I'll ever come to my senses

I think I'll stay forever senseless

And hopeless

Maybe homeless

I'll leave my home soon more or less

Mortal realm is obnoxious

And I'm anxious

Mane I'm trippin' over my own thoughts

I'on need to do drugs they'd only gimme bloodclots

But I still do it anyway

The jamaican man way

Bomboclaat mi haffi have a break

But I really can't cuz it is make or break

For fuck's sake

Can't I just have a normal life

Not even be a rapper just no longer trife

I hate this aight?

I wanna feel all right

But in hindsight

I really have no sight

I don't think I'll ever come to my senses

I think I'll stay forever senseless

And hopeless

Maybe homeless

I'll leave my home soon more or less

Mortal realm is obnoxious

And I'm anxious

Will it really happen or will I be another failure

Dunno what it'll be it depends on my behaviour

Whatever the fuck happens I wanna be a saviour

Cuh ion wanna get rich then come out a traitor

What happens happens and who dies dies

I can't express emotions if they're full of lies

And she sighs

As on her bed lies

In a world full of lies

Where everyone's fake

Her telling the truth

Makes her feel fake