Just hold me tonight, I'm losing my mind

Just stay by my side, like a .45

I'm holding this .45, my life's flashing before my eyes

Like the devils in disguise, it's like suicide tonight, but I don't wanna die

Just hold me close tonight and help me ease my mind

Then maybe I'll unwind, I'm holding this .45

No one understands the life that I lead

All this depression is starting to get to me

I check the clock, that hangs on the wall the hands of time damn sure tell it all

It's about, 4 in the morning, and I'm all alone snorting up a little more of the coke

Tryna figure out how to do this shit on my own

I'm shedding tears while I'm looking at my phone

So I pick up the Jack and take another swallow

To help me ease my mind and get out of my self-wallow

It's burning my chest but my heart still feels hallow

Sometimes I don't know if I'll even see tomorrow

I need to try to come down and put my head to the pillow

But all I can do is keep staring out the window

Hoping and praying that you'll come back home

And if you don't I'll probably be using this chrome

Baby, I'm a lost soul

Baby, I'm a lost soul

Don't wanna go down this road

But baby I'm a lost soul

I'm holding this .45, my life's flashing before my eyes

Like the devils in disguise, it's like suicide tonight, but I don't wanna die

Just hold me close tonight and help me ease my mind

Then maybe I'll unwind, I'm holding this .45