I was sitting in the storm

Without an rain coat

An umbrella can't help me now

And I just wanna know where

The pain goes from my eyes

Until it's inside out

I gotta pocket full of hope

So I hope world don't start Burning down

I tried to call him on phone

Lord knows I know that

He can hear me now

And I'm just tryna reach my goals

On the road the shows are full of Screaming crowds

And I done had a couple lows

But it comes the same way

That it goes around

I tried to give up on my destiny

How could I forgive myself

For stopping who I'm meant be

People try to shake me down

To figure out the receipt

They think I'm pulling

Rabbits outta hats

But you can check the sleeves

They say I'm obsessed

Well I'm obsessed with

Making history

I guess I much rather be exactly Where I'm meant to be

And you ain't gotta cheer for me

I like being the underdog

Cause I know small beginnings Just gon turn into much

Bigger things

Anxiety's been killing me

Slowly

But surely

Need someone to hold me

Don't hurt me

People swear they know me

I don't know me

Looking for old me

I been searching

Anxiety's been killing me

Slowly

But surely

Need someone to hold me

Don't hurt me

People swear they know me

I don't know me

Looking for old me

I been searching

Since I was a kid they told me

I was made in gods image

You could reach the sky the keep In mind you always got limits

Just follow these guide lines and You could make an honest living

Believing is a dream but to dream Is always god givin

So I guess I'll see you in

The after life

Real shit cause that's the only time I'm acting nice

I just made a plan stuck to the plan I ain't no mastermind

I only hope I die a legend if

I have to die

Just want my family to be straight I feel like after Christ

I write this music in my blood

And that's my sacrifice

A real nigga that's the only thing

I advertise

Anxiety's been killing me

Slowly

But surely

Need someone to hold me

Don't hurt me

People swear they know me

I don't know me

Looking for old me

I been searching

Anxiety's been killing me

Slowly

But surely

Need someone to hold me

Don't hurt me

People swear they know me

I don't know me

Looking for old me

I been searching